happy eid al-Adha

Hey folks!

Regards,
I just gave a little renovate to my blog design. yeah there is no more memories section instead I replace it with a Q&A. Its somehow ugly.... but i dont care (flips hair) plus I put an older section on the bottom of my post for those who wants to read my previous immature posts. heh.

and I would like to change my blog design maybe on december after clear up spm papers. insyallah. oh I had been depressed lately. I mean I had been sad before, but this was sadness somehow transformed. Instead of saving my tears for tremendous events like a fight with a friend . . .

I cried over everything.

I cried every morning as I put together an outfit to wear, I cried as I went to the kitchen table, and I cried as I shoveled kerepek pisang into my mouth. Then suddenly, and for a very long while, my emotions bottomed out. No more tears came. I just felt empty. I stared at walls, not really thinking about much at all. Just staring lulz. I think im going insane .ugh.

Although the word depressed doesn't quit wrap up how I felt. I dont think there are words for that. My feelings were more like a long moan with jumbles of letters thrown in here and there, UUUhhpffftgguuuughstfmoh. Yeah thats better.

phew~

maybe its because spm just around the corner. I hate this, I hate this, I hate this. gonna cheering myself with B1A4 songs (nowplaying B1A4 playlist)

~*~ oh my beautiful target you joom joom my heart like a locket I like it like it  ~*~
Fadzrin. 23. am the person who observe and speak with my mind. suka bajet comel and derp from malaysia, with love.