My last post was on 23 January 2016.In 2009, I was introduced to the world of K-Pop. What brought me into K-pop was a music video by Kara that was introduced by my bestfriend, which was "Honey". I immediately fell for their quirkiness and fun vibes. My bias at that time was goo Hara, who's the face group of the group. At that time all K-Pop idol were older than me. Then K-Pop started to get younger with idols born in the year 2000s, but at that time I already moved on.
I'd say I was quite a hardcore K-Popper and was very defensive when people said I was wasting my time fantasizing over idols that I will never meet or listen to a song that I don't even understand the language. I continued to discover more and more K-Pop groups and came to find myself being ultimate fans of Brave girls, Glam, Infinite, B1A4, Block B, and BAP in 2012. I was also running my old blog windy-minholicious.blogspot.com at that time (which I just deleted :-[) fill with kpop stuff. One day last week, when I was cleaning my room then suddenly I found my old pendrive under my bed.
So today I opened the pendrive at my LCD television. It was a joyful of tears and brought back a lot of memories to watch all the kpop mv that I had been collected since I was thirteen until seventeen. I really miss those days when kpop was my part of my life where I spend a lot of time worshiped those kpop idols day and night on twitter, youtube and blog. Hahaaaa
kinda immature back then. I know -____-'
I also found these printcreen pics of my old blog in the pendrive.

My blog when I was 15 & 16

This when I was 16 & 17Idk where I put my printscreen pic of my blog when I was 14 years old. But I can still clearly remember the design, it was a soft blue in color and the title of my blog is "minholicious" (*≧ω≦)ノ Even sometimes when I opened my old blog and decided to reread the post that I had wrote when I was fifteen and sixteen I do felt ashamed. I sounds so immature at that time and people can easily judge me by just reading my blog post.
At some point I do laughed like craaaazy. It was so hilarious and humiliating and let me just say that my 15 & 16 year old self was imaginative as heck. Most of my post were blog's tutorial and rant about kpop stuff. I CRINGED SO BAD because now the post that I write are mostly about my life.
What actually get me the most is I miss the old me. The mind that I had when I was so innocent about life and think this world were full of rabbits and matahari berwajah bayi.and it is my fault cause now, I felt devastated to know and realize that all of that just a huge poster to cover the real face of the world.






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