I found my old pendrive & reread my old blog

 My last post was on 23 January 2016.

In 2009, I was introduced to the world of K-Pop. What brought me into K-pop was a music video by Kara that was introduced by my bestfriend, which was "Honey". I immediately fell for their quirkiness and fun vibes. My bias at that time was goo Hara, who's the face group of the group. At that time all K-Pop idol were older than me. Then K-Pop started to get younger with idols born in the year 2000s, but at that time I already moved on.

I'd say I was quite a hardcore K-Popper and was very defensive when people said I was wasting my time fantasizing over idols that I will never meet or listen to a song that I don't even understand the language. I continued to discover more and more K-Pop groups and came to find myself being ultimate fans of Brave girls, Glam, Infinite, B1A4, Block B, and BAP in 2012. I was also running my old blog windy-minholicious.blogspot.com at that time (which I just deleted :-[) fill with kpop stuff. One day last week, when I was cleaning my room then suddenly I found my old pendrive under my bed.

So today I opened the pendrive at my LCD television. It was a joyful of tears and brought back a lot of memories to watch all the kpop mv that I had been collected since I was thirteen until seventeen. I really miss those days when kpop was my part of my life where I spend a lot of time worshiped those kpop idols day and night on twitter, youtube and blog. Hahaaaa

kinda immature back then. I know -____-'
I also found these printcreen pics of my old blog in the pendrive.

 
My blog when I was 15 & 16
This when I was 16 & 17 
Idk where I put my printscreen pic of my blog when I was 14 years old. But I can still clearly remember the design, it was a soft blue in color and the title of my blog is "minholicious" (*≧ω≦)ノ Even sometimes when I opened my old blog and decided to reread the post that I had wrote when I was fifteen and sixteen I do felt ashamed. I sounds so immature at that time and people can easily judge me by just reading my blog post.

At some point I do laughed like craaaazy. It was so hilarious and humiliating and let me just say that my 15 & 16 year old self was imaginative as heck. Most of my post were blog's tutorial and rant about kpop stuff. I CRINGED SO BAD because now the post that I write are mostly about my life.
What actually get me the most is I miss the old me. The mind that I had when I was so innocent about life and think this world were full of rabbits and matahari berwajah bayi.
and it is my fault cause now, I felt devastated to know  and realize that all of that just a huge poster to cover the real face of the world.

18 April 2016.
Fadzrin. 23. am the person who observe and speak with my mind. suka bajet comel and derp from malaysia, with love.