hole in your souls (busuk hati)

☆ My last post was on 14th July 2016 ☆

Hey! I involved in an accident on 20th July. Just 3 days after my birthday. I don't want to go into details because I'm tired of explaining.  It was not my fault at all. The driver (taxi) hit me at the back of my motorcycle while I was on my way to giant. I just felt down dengan cantiknyeeEErr and got a minor scratch on my right hand, arm, and leg. sigh. Exactly the same scratch I got when I was 17. I don't get mad or lost my mind at that moment I just shocked and wandering what was actually happening hah hah.

Its not the wound that hurts the most but actually the reactions I got from people around me. Plenty of people asked me why, but I find that none of them really want to know. Every time someone told me that each of the supposition come into our lives is the impact of our bad attitude and act. I replied:
Tak baik kau bersangka buruk pada tuhan.
pessimistic HIM. I do not know. Maybe it's just me. It seems possible that it is just me who feels any burden to the body is also a wonderful gift from god? because what I see is this: ONLY of difficulty received with a smile and patience, will bring lots of rezeki to you from god. That's mean the greater burden on the shoulders of us the MORE rezeki we will receive. I do not know. maybe it's just me. Whatever it is, do not ever come to me and said:
Ini semua balasan tuhan pada dosa kau.
Balasan atau tidak. Its not for you to decide. Tuhan aku baik. Dan aku suka apa saja yang datang dari dia.

Fadzrin. 23. am the person who observe and speak with my mind. suka bajet comel and derp from malaysia, with love.