☆ My last post was on 9th June 2016 ☆

I miss how I'm easily feeling excited when I'm logging on my blog and told everyone about my stories. I miss feeling that way. I don't know why I don't feeling that way anymore.

Writing a stories on a blog and telling everyone about your life is not a cool thing anymore. or at least that's how I feel it. I don't have any interesting stories to write so far. (Actually I do). All I want people to know is I just tired of life. The more older I got the more depressed I feel.

In fact I will be 20 years old soon on this 17th July. I could not imagine how I will living for another 10 and 20 years ahead. Hmm. There are so many moments I've been through, I wish I could tell you everything but I didn't know where and how to start. But lately, I guess I've lost so many friends and this is completely changing my lifestyle, my attitude and everything. It's going like a very tragic life but somehow I think it is good to lose someone that not being so real to you which is, fake. And I've been in this situation so many times.

But I'm constantly struggling and wonder how and why this could happen? What if it's coming from my fault? How it's going to be fine? Or I was ending up to be alone? This is so unreal and unacceptable. This is one of the reasons why I feel so anxiety to meet someone new or making friends. Because I always feel afraid about losing and I can't fix something that I can't fix. Ugh. I'm so fucked up.

 So, I guess that all in my mind that I want to share.

The easiest way to be accepted was by being popular. you have to have something to offer so you can be popular. I never wanted to be popular. I just wanted to belong. (fynn jamal)

☆ My last post was on 9th June 2016 ☆

I miss how I'm easily feeling excited when I'm logging on my blog and told everyone about my stories. I miss feeling that way. I don't know why I don't feeling that way anymore.

Writing a stories on a blog and telling everyone about your life is not a cool thing anymore. or at least that's how I feel it. I don't have any interesting stories to write so far. (Actually I do). All I want people to know is I just tired of life. The more older I got the more depressed I feel.

In fact I will be 20 years old soon on this 17th July. I could not imagine how I will living for another 10 and 20 years ahead. Hmm. There are so many moments I've been through, I wish I could tell you everything but I didn't know where and how to start. But lately, I guess I've lost so many friends and this is completely changing my lifestyle, my attitude and everything. It's going like a very tragic life but somehow I think it is good to lose someone that not being so real to you which is, fake. And I've been in this situation so many times.

But I'm constantly struggling and wonder how and why this could happen? What if it's coming from my fault? How it's going to be fine? Or I was ending up to be alone? This is so unreal and unacceptable. This is one of the reasons why I feel so anxiety to meet someone new or making friends. Because I always feel afraid about losing and I can't fix something that I can't fix. Ugh. I'm so fucked up.

 So, I guess that all in my mind that I want to share.

The easiest way to be accepted was by being popular. you have to have something to offer so you can be popular. I never wanted to be popular. I just wanted to belong. (fynn jamal)

Friend : If someone asks you to introduce yourself, what would you answer?

Me : A kpopper i guess.

I'm a proud kpopper.

So I guess we're done here....muahahaha :B



Nah, just kidding.


Assalamualaikum. *wave wave wave*

As you all may or may not know, my fake name is 'godric minho'. I am known by 'gminho, and even budak busuk . You can call me anything you want, whatever suits you best, but please PLEASE PLEASEEE no unnie o' noona. Hahahahaha.

It all started back in '09. I was figuring out a pseudonym for my facebook account since I stood up for the term "never reveal your real name on social networks" (screw that term hahahha) My ever brilliant cousin suggested name 'Godric Minho' and so the Gminho started. Well, I continued the godric minho disease by naming my name as gminho.

My favourite books are one soul for chicken soup and ku seru namamu by ilany Maisarah. this little blog is where i post about my immature live. A hard fan of chocolates and telur. I think that's pretty much of it. :D

by the way im the owner of minholicious, smiley monster, fruity sour and ramen shop. these are my previous blog tittle in 2011,2012 and 2013. then i created new account on may 2013 and name it teapotato. inspired by hyuna ice cream mv.

gomawa for coming to my blog. its pleasure to have you guise here. ps/ owner blog neh memang over tahap dewa.

site materials
○ backgrounds
○ favicons
○ headers
○ doodles 1
○ smilies
○ doodles 2

tutorials
○ cute dekstop
○ desktop buddies

    

how to put a favicon in blogskin
<link rel="shortcut icon" href="faviconimagelinkhere">
copy and paste the code under [title] & [/title]

tutorial:
this is a tutorial on how to change your dull desktop into something cute. idk how should i explain it lmao.

here is some example. hope this help dull > bright

 Summer Love (Link)
 Merry Go Round (Link)
 Harmonia Pastelis (Link)
 Tutorial Change icons (Link)

do download and extract no 1,2 and 3. and then use no 4 as a guideline on how to change the icon. thats it.

if you have any questions mind to ask mr google B)