You know what?
I can’t sleep. There’s a lot of thoughts that came into my mind lately when I’m trying to fall asleep. 3 days ago I had this amazing idea that suddenly came into my mind when I was at the office doing nothing.
So since 2 days ago I design a lot of things with my graphic design knowledge that I learn by myself from my blogging world when I was 15,16 and 17. but I have a doubts with people who should I cooperate to achieve my dreams.
I need a printer by my own I don’t want to share my design with others. It’s hard to find a trusted printing services that does not use your creativity for their own good. (especially when lots of them are strangers and not your friend) and when the printer that i have to own is so expensive AF.
I admit I have this kind of paranoid attitude that I don’t like people to steal my artwork (as I called)
Its’s okay to use it as an inspiration but not to steal it as sebijik-sebijik someone ideas and make it yours. One of my teacher once said “peniruan itu adalah suatu bentuk pembelajaran” and I do agree. But WITH THE LIFE THAT WE’RE LIVING TODAY NO one CAN BE TRUSTED.
So yesterday I try to courage myself went to the printing services at my office area. (I never do this before) Which is 6 blocks right from my office. I went there and asked the graphic designer (who I can tell bcs we had a long conversations after that) if they’re provide any “print into garmet” services but they’re not.
Then, I’m just using him to print stickers that I made for my toiletries label and suddenly without I noticed I told him the font did I used for those stickers. It’s not that I don’t want to share the font but it’s something that i think it's too easy for him to know about it. Because it takes me 2 years to find the font. when I first time saw the font and asked this blogger what font did she use for her fanfic poster? She lied with an excuse like “sorry…eden terlupa font ape eden guna” =.=
I took the quotes that I read from my childhood days “you can’t expect people to tell you everything, you! Yourself should find & learn it what it is.” So I did, and finally I got it after 2 years, by an accident when I was searching a pic for my new twitcon hahahaa
This kind of experience teach me be to be more careful with people. Some people will try to get your information by a tricky question that I myself do not even realized.
last month I watched a movie "Joy" on HBO. A movie about an inventor named "Joy Mangano" who plays by Jeniffer Lawrence. I don’t want to make the same mistakes as her where the factory who should produce all the materials for her invention betrays her by using her ideas for their own company profits. That is NOT fair at all and how cruel life can be. If you all don’t even watch it yet, please watch it on 123 movies because it is such an inspiring movie. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
Sometimes i do think that movies and lyrics can teach me more about life rather than people. but when you experience them by yourself it will be more powerful. toodles~






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