I am now already finish my studies

The last post I wrote and posted on this blog was on 23 March 2017. Today is 21 October 2017. I'm sorry I've been gone for more than 6 months. I've been gone for so long that I'm already finish my studies in a Civil Engineering at PTSB and my industrial training at Edgenta Propel. I want to say that 6 months has given me time to mature and find myself,

but that would just be a lie. Truth be told I just spent the last couple months cherishing every moment I have with my friends because I won't be seeing them often next year. In fact, I don't even get to see them anymore this months until next year because I've already working in UTOC as a QC Assistant at RAPID, Pengerang Johor.

Aims for the future
I wrote this post as a 'luahan hati' at my nemo apps and I wanted to publish it here.
To describe my feeling right now is.. complicated. If you asked me 4 years ago "what are you going to do after this?" as I hold my SPM results in my hands..... I'd probably say I'm going to live the rest of my life as a human. I didn't know a simple decision of enrolling into Politeknik could land me a spot in UTOC as a QC Assistant. I didn't know that I'd be working on a Petronas project in pipping, one of my desired fields. I also didn't know that I'd meet people who I respect and friends who I care for very much. I am very happy I chose this path. Looking back to the 3 years I've spent in civil engineering, I've made some good choices and some bad judgments. The first 2 years were a blur to me because although I had a passion for engineering, I didn't know what I really want to do. Figuring out just that already took away my focus in some classes and gave 20-year-old me an identity crisis. But now I feel like I've matured a lot and I know what I want to pursue in life. My priority as of this moment is myself and my family. I want to repay my folks for all their hard work raising me. I also want to experience studying in the UK and figure out how to survive in a foreign land. Marriage is not on my mind yet though. I have many goals for the future but for now, I just want to focus on my works and hopefully get to wear a blue robe and walk across the Dewan Muazam stage with a diploma in hand next year. :)
I'm pretty determined to get out of Malaysia as soon as the chance comes. Hehe. It's not that I don't love my country. I was raised here most of my life. But I want to explore the world and gain new experiences. I want to bring new knowledge and contribute to my country. InsyaAllah.

Plans for this blog
For now, I don't know if I can keep up with a regular posting schedule because one minute I'm free, the next minute I'm paperwork-bound. I'll try to update more on life or post reviews if I can.

That's all for today. Goodbye!

Fadzrin. 23. am the person who observe and speak with my mind. suka bajet comel and derp from malaysia, with love.