rindu kamu




17 September 2018

after you left me to be with her
I'm left all alone
I’m still waiting for you. please come back to me baby

"You don’t look so good, is something wrong?"
"Why are you so quiet?"

These are the things I hear these days.

"Why did you keep your hair long?"

I got sick of it So I wanted to give a little change, I want to be loved by someone.

Time goes so fast but why aren’t my scars being healed? I thought we would be a fountain that would never run dry, My heart will slowly freeze like this. I only gain weight these days, I only get irritated even at a smallest things.

The weather’s getting colder and I’m dying because I only think of you.

I only want to sleep, only sighs keep increasing At things that aren’t a big deal, I’m going crazy as tears keep falling.  You still don’t know my heart, my heart that is hurting like this.

I still can’t forget you, oh baby, I need you back, back in my life.  Just like my increasing weight, my longing for you increases as well.My jawline is disappearing, I don’t even care about how I look anymore.

I thought this wasn’t right so I did my hair, shopped for new clothes and cast a spell on myself. Telling myself that I’m okay and trying to be confident but my mood is just so so

I’m going crazy as tears keep falling I should get over you, go back to the days i never met you
 I want to go back but oh no It won’t be easy because I’m already just like you

That’s why my heart hurts this much.

I miss you.

Fadzrin. 23. am the person who observe and speak with my mind. suka bajet comel and derp from malaysia, with love.